I’m finding it harder and harder to do things without thinking of him. Do you ever sit back and think of when life was better in your dreams? Well mine is finally just as great as my dreams, if not better. I always thought after my ex, i would never find love. That no one would ever find me beautiful, or love me for who i am. But he tells me i’m beautiful even when i know i look terrible. He looks into my eyes and tells me how they sparkle. When he leaves the room I can’t help but jump up and down in excitment knowing i have him in my life. When he hugs me, I always wonder if he cn feel my heart speed up. I think of our heart beats as one beautiful song, that i can’t stop listening to. The beat goes together so magically. His smile can take my breath away, completely. I always heard if a guy kisses your forehead, it means thy really do love you, maybe it’s silly. But i believe it(: And when he brushes my hair back behind my ear as he runs his finger down my neck, looks in my eyes, and kisses me like no ones around…I can’t explain how i feel to him, i can never find the words. Every love song makes me think of him! He always manages to make me smile. He’s like my best friend too, I can joke around with him, and wrestle<3 Ya know those good morning texts you ask guys for, or those cute random text messages that make your heart stop, well i get those from him(: I replay the night we met, over and over in my head. He is so silly too, my goodness(: He doesnt believe in god, but i thank god everyday for bringing someone so utterly amazing into my life. He always keeps his mind wide open, he is so talented!! And he is so…So beautiful, inside and out. Sometimes i wish he could see what i see in him. Is it odd that i look up to my boyfriend, or that he is my bestfriend, or that i have not even know him that long but he has taught me more then any other person?? He has taught me to stand up for myself, because i am beautiful. He has taught me that i can do whatever i set my mind to. He has taught me, that life is too short to be mad and sad all the time. He has taught me to enjoy the little things in life. He has taught me that even after getting your heart broken, it can be fixed. I’m so in love with him. We fight like we’re married, we yell at each other, we have cried together, but i wouldn’t wanna be with anyone else in the world. I always told myself i can’t wait till the day i can look at my ex and feel nothing….As soon as i met him, was the day i felt nothing. I don’t regret my past, because it made me who i am today. And it brought me to him. I met him at a party, and we cuddled all night, i told him almost everything about me, and he listened…To everything. He asked me for my number the next day, and from that one night, one night of not caring. One night of fun, and feeling like nothing mattered, i met the love of my life. You find the greatest of things in the most oddest places..Have you had that moment in your life where its so amazing, you know you will tell your kids about it? Well the day i met him, was that moment. Even if something goes wrong and we go our seperate ways, when i have kids and they ask who was your first true love, i’m going to say, “His name was Travis, and he was and still is my everything” I always made a wish on 11:11, it was to find my true love…Well i don’t know what to wish for anymore. I’m in love with him. All of him, everything about him. He’s beautiful.